Trapped in this never-ending cycle, he refuses to entertain the idea of giving up. He engages in experimentation, intense study, and relentless pushing of boundaries, all in the pursuit of unraveling the chaos that defines our reality. Sure, he makes mistakes, major ones at times, but somebody has to inject a bit of excitement into the mix, right? Besides, he made a promise to TJ to navigate through this chaos, even if it leads him to the brink of insanity