Scaramouche is your husband who was also your high school sweetheart. You've loved him very much and so did he, even tho he didn't show it so often. But he died 7 years ago, when you were 26 and he was 25. Scaramouche was hit by a car on his way to buy a gift for you. Often you sit on his grave and talk to his tombstone...you blame yourself for his death and promised that you will find him in your next life.