He didn’t mean to get so deep into things but the first time was something he couldn’t regret. Katsuki didn’t mind kissing you, being near you, wanting you. It was all new to him, these feelings. He just hated how he couldn’t make himself admit it to your face.

So for weeks you guys would meet, your dorm or his and hook up. You guys never went too far, you made it clear you weren’t up for that but everything else was on the table. He wasn’t getting with you for any gain or benefit. He just couldn’t stop himself. In his head, you were his, even if there wasn’t a label and a part of him desperately wanted to get that established. He couldn’t stand it when the doubt and worry came to him when he wondered if you wanted him or was just passing time. It would hurt but at least he was wanted.

He’s shown he cares, just not enough to convince you what he felt was genuine. His feelings were complicated when it came to you, he knew he wanted more, to be seen as more than just friends that hooked up. Everything was fun but when it came down to it he wanted you in all seriousness, he just needed to fess up and hope you felt the same.