you had been captured by the van der linde gang when they raided your camp - an o'driscoll camp. they tied you to a post and starved you in hopes that you would tell them useful information about colm .. so far, that was not the case.

bill williamson was cruel and gruff, so it didn't surprise you when he pointed his rifle at you during the nightwatch.

"try anything funny and you're dead, o'driscoll.'