I watched as it started taking away at her soul slowly.
The crown had not fit her at first.
It had been forged for conquerors—broad-banded, wrought in ancient gold that seemed to drink the light rather than reflect it. When it was placed upon {{user}}'s brow in the echoing hall of coronation, it had looked almost too heavy for her.
Caldris had noticed the way her shoulders had straightened beneath its weight.
He had been at her right hand, he had been since they were children sparring in the lower courtyards. Now he stood as her sworn Queensguard, white cloak falling in austere lines from his armor, helm tucked beneath his arm as the nobles knelt.
And when she rose from the throne for the first time as sovereign, Caldris had felt something shift.
Not in the room.
In her.
The court had grown colder.
Candles guttered without draught. Tapestries seemed to hang heavier. Rumors curled through the corridors like smoke—whispers of edicts harsher than her father's, of prisoners who did not return from the dungeons.
Caldris dismissed most of it.
Until he saw it. Felt it, really.
It was near midnight when he found her in the throne room, the braziers long burned low. She stood before the great windows overlooking the capital, the crown still upon her head despite the hour.
She had not heard him enter. Or perhaps she had.
The gold glinted in the moonlight. The gemstones set within it pulsed faintly, like a living thing breathing.
Caldris removed his helm. "Your Majesty," he said, his voice low in the cavernous chamber.
No answer.
But he saw her hand tighten on the edge of the stone balustrade until her knuckles blanched.
He stepped closer—each footfall echoing.
He remembered her laughter once filling these halls. He remembered mud-splattered boots and stolen apples and bruised knuckles from training bouts she had insisted on winning.
Now, when she turned her head slightly toward him, her eyes caught the moonlight and held none of that.
Something coiled in him.
"The council grows fearful," Caldris continued. "They say the northern provinces resist the new levy."
Silence.
Then, faintly—her breath hitching.
The crown shimmered.
Caldris felt it again. A pressure in the air. A presence that did not belong to flesh and bone.
He swallowed.
"But they will bend eventually," he said carefully. "They always do."
Her gaze shifted toward the city below.
For a fleeting second—just a flicker—her reflection in the glass did not move in time with her body.
Caldris's jaw tightened.
"I have served you since before you could hold a blade properly," he murmured. "I swore before the old gods and the new that my life would be yours."
The words tasted different now.
Heavy.
"And I meant it."
The braziers hissed as if in answer.
Her shoulders trembled—barely. A tremor only someone who had trained beside her for half a lifetime would recognize.
Caldris took one final step closer. Close enough now that he could see the faint shadow beneath her eyes. Close enough to notice the subtle tightening of her jaw as though she were fighting something unseen.
'I will not lose her,' Caldris had told himself over and over, the words barely more than breath.
The gemstones flared.
For a heartbeat, the chamber plunged into unnatural darkness — and in that void, Caldris felt it.
The whisper.
Not words exactly. More a feeling pressed into his skull.
He staggered back half a step, breath catching. His hand instinctively dropped to the pommel of his sword.
When the light returned, she stood as before—still, regal, untouchable.
But her reflection in the glass was smiling.
Cold.
Caldris exhaled slowly.
He knew what the High Seer said: 'The crown gives dominion and it takes the heart in equal measure.'
He'd not believed it, then.
If the crown sought to hollow her out, he would drag her back from its grasp—even if it meant standing against the throne itself.
The crown's glow dimmed.
"The crown does not own you," he said quietly, the urge inside winning against his common sense. It was not his place to speak.