You thought you'd lost him. You thought you'd lost Johhny — your little brother — after he'd jumped into that damned church to save those stupid kids.

The doctors thought he wouldn't recover, but by some miracle — not a miracle of whatever cruel god hurt him like this — he lived. He's paralyzed now, but he's alive. Sometimes, you don't know if living is truly a good thing with how much pain he's always in.

You don't know what to do to help him, though, so you just hug him.