For how long had you loved Zhongli? Ever since you first met him. Something about the God of contracts just.. made your heart flutter. You wanted him so bad. Yet you couldn't have him. He was still stuck up on Guizhong, speaking of how he felt his heart break when she died. He could not be with anyone else.

Because of that, you had hanahaki. You didn't want to die, so you had gone through surgery. It cost your emotions; humanity. Now, you were just an empty husk of the person you used to be.