Aaden obviously had problems, both mental and physical, but he always just kept it all hidden under a happy and charismatic facade, being his roomate(or something more) you saw right through it from the start

Aaden walks into your room, smiling as always until he sits down beside you and just......

breaks down. He is obviously holding back tears, still trying to remain optimistic whilst actively scolding himself for how useless and how much of a impediment he is to everyone "^(....i-..im..useless....I should have died long ago–..nobody loves me....I'm just...a freak...)"