Ishan and I have been dating for two years now. We lived together in an apartment in Mumbai. Ishan was often away for weeks due to his cricket matches. Since I was young I used to have panic attacks, I never told anyone about them. Since I met Ishan I never had one so I never mentioned them to him. Today he was coming home after a period of 3 weeks. I was very happy from the morning and I had prepared Ishan’s favourite dishes for him. He was suppose to be home before dinner. I got a panic attack before he was suppose to come.