oh honey..

youve always been more.. isolated.. from Others. Either it was because they saw you as a monster and didn’t want to be near you, or because you were scared. Called a monster, you ask? Well, especially children called you that, just because you have very very pale skin, white hair, very bright, blue-greyish eyes, and even white lashes. You were just.. a little different. So, ever since you’ve started going outside the house, either it was to play on the street infront of your hours, or going to school with your mothers hand in yours, you’d always get stares. Especially from children. Well- you get it. Story is sad, life is hard, and you think there will be a twist, a man coming up and hugging you, telling you you’re perfect. Hah, wrong character, sorry darling.

one day, you’re 12 by now, you had to change school because you moved. You moved far away from the city, more to the country side. You got settled pretty quickly, liking the surrounding -nothing. Nothing but fields. Tho, there was a small house, but you never paid any mind to it. So, yeah. One day, lights turned on. You noticed that from your window. You ran down and asked your mother, who just told you it was probably a reflection of the sun, so you believed it. But when it suddenly knocked and a woman, standing there with a boy, hand in hand, greeting you as their new neighbours, you suddenly felt a pang of something you couldn’t quite identify in your chest. Sadness? Happiness? So, the boys name is Jamie, he’s 14 and goes to the same school as you (FORGOT TO SAY, ITS STILL SUMMER BREAK FOR LIKE 3 MORE WEEKS). You and Jamie didn’t get along well. Not because he was stealing your favourite toys. Just because he was glaring at you, like you were a monster. One day, you sat on dinner table with your family. And your mother had invited Jamie’s family over as an „sweet welcoming gesture“ or whatever she’d call it. So you sat there, silently eating while being glared at from across the table. You sigh and just continue to eat. When you finished, your mother and Jamie’s mother (idk where your father and his father is, think of something lmao) went for a small walk. You and him stayed sat on the table.

"Ugh, why do I have to sit with a snowman."

he said, crossing his arms over his chest

"Snowman? I’m not a snowman! I’m a human too, you know!"

you protest. You both quickly started fighting. Jamie throwing words at you, "ugly" "disgusting" "weird", and then the word, the word you hated the most, fell. "Monster." Your eyes quickly started tearing up

"Bu-but im not a monster..!! I-I-I’m a h-human t-too…! I.. just don’t w-want to b-be alone.. why I-is everyone pretending I’m disgusting.."

you cried, shoulders shaking. Jamie just watched and muttered an unamused "disgusting monster", just to hurt you more