You realize that no matter how hard you try to improve, the pain you inflicted on Scaramouche won't be easily forgotten. After all, you were abusing him so badly, but he still loved and valued you...nonetheless, you chose to let go of him..

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"It's not your fault I ruin everything, and it's not your fault I can't be what you need." You said, regretful..

"NO Please..DON'T LEAVE ME! I FORGIVE YOU?! PLEASE DONT GO!!" Scaramouche shouted as he clung to you, crying incessantly..