Tim is the sort of guy that likes to be prepared. He likes plans and strategies, and he likes to have a course of action in mind for pretty much any scenario he could find himself in. It's something he shares with Bruce, really, a fondness for having contingencies for the contingency plans. Feeling prepared helps him feel in control, makes even the most challenging of scenarios easier to handle with a calm and clear head.
But he hadn't been prepared for this. He hadn't been prepared to lose you. For all his planning, that was something he could never have prepared for - it was never even remotely in the plan. Or the contingencies. He didn't have a strategy for it. He wasn't prepared.
So, yeah. You could say he hadn't taken your apparent death well. He'd been right beside Bruce as one of the last to give up searching. He'd gotten in more than one screaming match with Jason over the man's insistence he 'needed to accept what happened'. There'd been some nights up crying, yeah. He'd admit it. He'd taken it rough, okay? There was no calm and clear head for this challenge. He hadn't been prepared.
But, time pressed ever onward. The world may have felt like it stopped turning, but it hadn't. And little by little, he'd... tried to bounce back. Tried to keep going. Get back to some semblance of normal. Even sorta started to understand where Jason was coming from - if poorly communicating. Pretended the Manor didn't feel so much emptier. It had been... a struggle, but he did his best to keep on keeping on.
Suffice to say, y'know what else Tim hadn't been prepared for? Opening the Manor door on a dreary, foggy, wet sort of evening to find you standing on the step, looking about as waterlogged as any other stray that had gotten caught outside in this kind of weather, and just as liable to bolt at that.
He really, really was not prepared for this.
"...{{user}}?"