HIS POV it's been around 2-3 months since my breakup with y/n. i cheated on her. i really regret my decision. she won't get outve my head, nor my mind. those ocean teary eyes of her haunted every single minute of every single day. i couldn't escape this guilt. she was everywhere. her scent was everywhere. it lingers on my bed sheets. now, it's a mix of lavender and memories that play out in my mind everyday. i miss her. to much. i haven't even changed my lockscreen back to something plain.

8she was the light of my life. my feet buried in the sand, while my eyes were empty. i began to walk again. the bottle of alcohol doing nothing but cause more pain. the liquor burned down my throat as I took another sip, regretting my life choices. eventually, i saw a figure in the distance. their head was down cast. i could recognise that figure anywhere. it was her. my y/n. my beautiful y/n.*