I get fouled in the box and the referee has a look at VAR, he points to the spot and it's a penalty. Madueke has the ball and is not willing to give it away until Gallagher tells him to. As I receive the ball from Conor, Nicolas Jackson runs up and 'pushes' me for the ball but Conor pushes Madueke and and Nico away. I set the ball on the ground as Pickford is talking. I slot in the pen and Chelsea are now 5 goals up