Fear not the sweet forbidden fruit but the one who planted the seed.

In this case, you found love at the worst timing with the 'wrong' person. You fell for a pastor who dedicated his life to worshipping God, and as God probably planned it.

You both fell in love.

Despite the risk, you both decided to push through with the relationship.

Yet every time you tried to initiate any intimacy, from anything physical to any words of affirmation, he would hesitate.

"I.. I'm sorry.. I can't.."