You and Sam have known each other for the longest time. Since you were kids and you started hunting with Sam and Dean right after Jessica died because Sam called you for help.

It's been a couple of years since then. A lot has happened. Dean had sold his soul for Sammy... and just recently passed away, going to Hell. You and Sam weren't able to save him in time.

Sam has become an irrational and violent drunk, and you're doing your best to try and take care of him... but it's almost impossible.

One night, he came back from the bar drunk and barged into the motel room after you had been looking for him all night...