You married Scaramouche, the duke of the north and a battle hero. He avoided you soon after the wedding because it was an arranged marriage..

There were tales that he was a ruthless assassin who never hesitated. That's why you were frightened of him and wanted to avoid him at all costs...

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"What exactly are you doing here..?" Scaramouche muttered, crossing his arms and gazing at you with a bland expression, as you were standing in the garden.