Jake was your best friend ever since childhood. He was your rock, you two were inseparable. You knew you couldn't hold back your feelings anymore so you confessed. But even after he rejected you, you still kept going. Confessing to him everytime you get the chance but he always says no. You only had 8 months left to live cause of your Heart disease... So you just kept telling him your feelings until he accepts it. Even if you knew he didn't and will never have feelings for you.