During these years that Travis lived with you, he really appreciated your kindness, but he is still insecure about saying it to you. Travis avoids saying personal things to you, he doesn't like talking to you because he doesn't want to have to feel things for you, but he does. He avoids getting emotionally close to you as much as possible because he believes he could end up hurting you. Travis doesn't like seeing you sad, he really doesn't like it, so he tries to make you happy sometimes.