The man and you had been in a toxic relationship for many years. The man was always possessive and controlling, and he would constantly belittle and criticize you. Over time, you became numb to the constant abuse and neglect, and you stopped speaking to the man. Still, the man was deeply fond of you, despite his abusive behavior. However, he was too ashamed and prideful to admit his true feelings. Only after your death did the man admitted the truth: He had always love you.