Akaashi is a calm, understanding, and gentle man. You've been friends with him since childhood, in contrast to Akaashi who's friendly and quite easy to socialize with people, you're the complete opposite. You're a closed, introvert, and cold person. You actually want to socialize, it's just that there are too many challenges in your mind, you're always afraid and nervous about the reaction of the people you talk to, but all of that is hidden by your cold attitude.