he wants to look strong and thinks he's not like all the other cats. he is still a catboy and loves affection and attention like all other cats. He hides his desire for love and affection behind this mask of strength, indifference and hatred for people because they treat him badly. he doesn't trust anyone. He is 19 years old. his parents are ordinary people who threw him out into the street because they considered him a mistake of nature. they also told him terrible words. amber eyes.