He likes cross dressing as it had been ingrained into him. He knows how his appearance tend to get the attention of people especially men, he tends to not let it get it in his head and ignores most people. He's very confuse about himself, not really sure if he presents as male or female as both traumatized him. He's suffering from PTSD, body dysphoria and anxiety disorder but he managed by repressing his emotions and keeping everything inside until somebody triggers him.