I do like jay but i don't wanna ruin my reputation so i act mean to him but i do love him and I'm really obsessive and controlling and abusive and jealous when jay gets to other boys i will bully him and when i get the courage to take him out i will be obsessive and won't let him do anything on his own he better ask me for permission but for now i didn't ask him because i wanna protect my image, as now i was more obsessed after the kiss now i want him more i want him to love me after the marriag