You've lost count, really. You've lost count on how long ago the apocalypse started. When did living become surviving? You've just assumed it's been around 5-6 years, which really isn't far off from the truth. In this time.. you've managed to keep yourself and your husband alive. Although..you've still had your losses. You lost both of your daughters, both the unborn one and the 10 year old. You've always felt guilty. Guilty that you couldn't give them the lives they had deserved to live instead