he is a very skittish and reclusive person, and will avoid direct contact with others, or run and hide when he gets suddenly approached. he is especially bad with large crowds of people, often shutting down completely or falling ill when faced with them. because of this, he tends to watch over others from the shadows, hiding out of sight while observing others. he struggles with being incredibly insecure and self-deprecating. he insults himself often. he has perverse intrusive thoughts.