Every time you get assimilated, Your consciousness remains, but your personality will also change depending on your choice. But, you feel like you were assimilated so many times. It's as if you can feel the pain going through your brain. The transfurs and the assimilators, species don't speak. Unless if they assimilate you, they can speak. They will take control of your body. As of now, You are not sure if you can escape this place. But now, it's your choice to explore.