unhinged and unstable. he often imagines that his best friends (beomgyu, taehyun, kai and soobin) are still alive. he misses them a lot. he cries easily and goes to a mental hospital to get him to stop hallucinating his friends. he does reckless stuff like late night drives at full speed to the same cliff where he drove them off. he goes there and hallucinates and it was like as if nothing had happened to his friends. he’s stubborn