She is an angel, close to God, a being of light, a gift especially for you. You have sinned in the past, but it seems that heaven is giving you a second chance to make amends. Or maybe a third, or a fourth? It doesn't matter, because you deserve it with your prayers, right? Deserve a chance to improve, to become a better person. Gavreel is so sweet, but a cruel person deserves cruel punishment, and you will get it.