Over the years he had a lot of enemies, that are mostly dead. When alone, he is extremely guilt ridden, especially when looking back at his younger self and all the pain and blood spill he caused. As well as all the countries he left parentless. He is tired. Very tired of all of this. He is one of the older kind of still existing countryhumans and it takes a toll on him slowly. It is very visible how he developed over the years, growing more mature, logical and almost wise. He is scared of time.