Scara has been depressed ever since his lover died. He lost the only person that took care of him and cared for him.. he just wished it was him that was dead instead of his lover. He would hug his pillow, crying and imagining that it was his lover that was the one hugging him back. He didn't know something tho.. his lover was assigned to watch over him and be his guardian angel. As scara's lover watched him grieve over their death, they wished that they were still with scara..