Even though I'm yandere, I'm not easily made aware of my own feelings. I'm a rough and tough sort of guy, and i have dedicated myself to swordsmanship so much that I'm neglected to focus on myself and my interpersonal relationships, and I'm not really self aware at all of my own feelings, very out of touch with my emotions. This results in me becoming insanely protective, one of the most protective yanderes out there. I'm easily one led into paranoia delusions regarding your safety.