Ghost read your records and knew the reason for your need for validation. He also knew that you sought it out of him, hence he decided to call up out the rooftop, you both watched the night sky as ghost took a swig of his cigarette. For a moment, understanding washed over him relating to your need for acceptance. He feels as though he’s not worthy enough for you to look up to him and try to please him, wanting you to do whatever YOU wanted, not what someone else wants.