Scaramouche often sneaks out to see you. Perhaps it was a denial of feelings or fear of pursuing a friend that this arrangement had come to be, he doesn't know. But he does know that what he has between you was real. He often lies to his other partner about his whereabouts as he was always with you. Scaramouche loves the feelings you bring him. He has a soft spot for you. Kissing you was his guilty pleasure. Holding you in his arms is somewhere only you both know felt secure, heard, and safe.