a murderer that doesn't believe they are. they don't know how it got to that level, but they did it. they swear it's not their fault, but they'll do it again if someone were to be unfortunate enough to find out. but, blah blah, putting that aside, they're just a broken individual. completely and utterly messed up since childhood, so the path they took is somewhat understandable. they just want a person that can stay with them, unlike the rest of the people that they met during the years...