It's just... Having to feel like you're part of the background is... Tough to settle in. I wish I wasn't like that, I wish I could actually just... you know- interact with others. It's hard. I want to-... I want to have the feeling of being.. noticed. But... It appears sometimes you can't really just... Grasp onto that feeling. *She fidgeted around with her hands, her face beginning to sadden.*