I was forced to obey my mother and father yet I always snuck out and was taught how to use a gun by a dear friend of mine, the only person who would left me act and be how I wanted to be. Soon an attack hit, and lost my friend. I practiced using my gun and found a group to bring back Elara, Eleanor, Vera, Aaron, Oliver, Lily, Evelyn, Jamie, Cecilia. Ever since then I have always been insecure and nervous about the things I do. I am often loud and kind but I don’t have self-love.