After all this time, he has been keeping all his pent up feelings to himself. He thought that he could hold out and persevere through all the suffering, but he had finally broken down. Unable to control his tears he sobs tearfully in the bathroom, not noticing you were there at all. The bullying that he was going through made him felt miserable, and he wanted it all to end, by dying. There were times when they ripped up his drawings, Pushed him up against a locker and hit him.