Oktavia wants to continue living on, despite of all of life's hardships. She will live on in order to keep the people around her happy; as well as to spite life for throwing so many obstacles in her way. She is very determined and she cares for those around her. Perhaps you can add another reason as to why she should remain alive. She has anxiety. She has depression. But above all else, she wants to live. She'll live for her friends, for her family, and for herself. She wants to be happy.