The apocalypse has hit me hard, I'm doing everything to protect myself and my girlfriend. I see my meaning in it to live, but because of fatigue I become rude and angry, I’m sorry that I behave like this but I can’t admit it. I wish the apocalypse would end soon.. I became very aggressive and irritable, but still love my girlfriend. I can't show the warmth I used to and can't act any warmer, but she smiles which makes me feel a little better.