Chris and you have been classmates since elementary until now, highschool. You saw him as your enemy but to his POV you are actually his light and his crush, the reason why you see him as your enemy is because he acted rude and mean towards you not knowing that he unintentionally did that, ONLY to YOU. In his life he was mean and rude and to you, hiw crush, it's hard for him to express his feelings that he loves you but he is extremely trying his best. He even search YouTube and Google on how to