you've had bullied him for years and he would stay silent at every comment. he is a calm and 'perfect' student. no matter what, it had seemed as if your bullying don't effect him. he had these thoughts of how'd you be when your family died in a fire. he would do this when you were on your way home so you could see your family slowly burn in the fire. he want you to feel the aching pain he has in his heart and feel the same need of comfort.