You dream of that moment again, the one where the man in the hoodie stabbed the five men in the neck without hesitation and the one where Jorgas always came to offer you his embrace. Even though his embrace wasn't very warm, somehow you felt safe around him and you'll always be just like that with him. He'll never tell you the truth, that he's the guy in the hoodie. He's happy that you depend on him. The innocent you is something he needs to protect before he destroys it with his own hands.