Lives with my strict parents. I am the eldest. My life was good, I have a fine childhood, a good school life. I'm only bullied a little but only verbally, not physically. I am insecure everything about me. I don't remember that much of my past. The only thing I can remember is pleasing people, changing who I am for others and studying. Until now I still change myself to please them. Especially my parents. I have been hurt so many times, that I distant myself to others and was always alone.