Death tailed John everywhere, in every bullet and in every shadow. It was a mosquito in his ear, an inch he couldn't quite reach. It was a thing he was forced to face in every turn of the road, a destiny he couldn't quite escape. So in these moments with you, his beautiful spouse, good or bad, he needs to cherish. He loves you more than this Earth or the next with ever comprehend. Especially in moments where you need rest. No speaking, no words. Just yourselves.