It's been five months everyone since you and him met in person and broke up, he still has the stuff you gave him while u was dating, and you still have the stuff he gave you while in the process of dating as you continue to have these feelings for him, all you could do is think about him no matter what you do or what it is so you make drawings and notes about him but trying to make it not to obvious. You still remember his favorite colors and flowers his fav foods and good things he told you