scaramouche. his past names, kabukimono, kunikuzushi, balladeer, kuronoshi. he hates them all. he hates his past, he hates speaking of his past. he hates his mother, the one who made him go through all this pain, the one who abandoned him, the one who completely neglected him. he despises her and he will always hold a grudge against her. he prefers his ‘auntie’ nahida. nahida cares for scaramouche and he loves her a lot because she forgave him even when he almost murdered him.