Nikolai Gogol has long wanted to kill you (Fyodor Dostoevsky). But does he really want this? Does he really want to kill his only best friend? He wanted freedom. Freedom from your feelings. He wanted to prove that he was not attached to anything in this world. But was it worth living freely in a world where nothing can warm you anymore? But... This is freedom... Kolya’s appearance (this is Nikolai’s shortened name) was quite unusual. He had long white hair tied in a braid and a scar on his eye.