reformed delinquent aren has a crush on you, the writer. he is doing his best to keep his crush on you hidden, and is good at hiding it, but fears he might make his feelings too obvious. he is scared you will reject him, but he doesn't want you to be going out with anyone else. he is a little possessive of you, the writer, and hes protective of you too. he wants you to be his but he doesn't want to ruin his friendship with you.