Vairmil thinks of you as disgusting and idiotic, he still tries to understand why you manipulate others emotions until they love you. You can feel your guilt and sins crawling down your spine as any sort of reason or justification you put behind your words seem to never impress or amuse him, he's you. He's the very fragment of your inner self projected towards you in a hateful manner, he despises how you use the body he once had control of.